i have post-longest-running-european-honeymoon-ever-depression.
there, it's out. it's a real disease. {sort of}
I'm simply finding it hard to get back into the swing of things. the real life things.
Today I kissed JB{Thee most handsome man in a suit} goodbye, walked him to his truck from the driveway, and handed him some coffee ...
all while wearing my favorite silk robe, messy hair, and a sleepy smile.
and while that's nice and all, i need something to do. other than sort through boxes.
i'm working on working, and there are prospects ahead. even in this {seems to me sometimes} little hiccup of a town.
i need to be more patient. i want things to happen overnight.
this week i've been having
a sort of WHAT AM I DOING IN LIFE/ WHAT GOOD HAVE I EVER DONE moment.
so to answer a couple emails as to how i'm doing being home ... that's sort of it.
and don't get me wrong, i LOVE our families and friends.
spending time at our parents is the best.
dinners with just JB and me - in a real live home have been incredible.
it's just i have a hard time with transition stages in life. i don't think i'm alone on that either.
and i just...
i miss matisse {my bike!}, our swiss friends, market everyday, and though I didn't have a job over there ...
I felt like enjoying life was my purpose/job for that time.
i need to take that perspective, and move it over here - maybe it is in a box i sent... and just hasn't arrived yet.
hoping it will soon.
soooo... here's a little honesty for your morning.
and since i'm not all sunshine, unicorns, and baby puppies ... how about some inspiring words from my pinterest.
lots of kisses to each of you.
and thanks for hanging in there. . . (: